i didnt want him to see my blog.therefore it's only good i used back bitched-off. i so wanna blog out my feelings but with out him seeing. i so wanna cry.ok,i cried. it's so unhealthy.but it's already been the 3rd time i cried without him knowing. i finally realised my place in his heart. i should have realised it earlier. is it too late to let go.no it's not. my position now is not allowed.i cant afford it anymore.
maybe all this while,i should believe wat vann says. den i wouldnt have ended up like that. maybe all this problems,i'm the only one making it big.maybe i'm tat unreasonable. stubborn. i tell myself now,i'm not falling anymore.
vann just called me, feeling so much better now. goin out now. continue my post soon.
heartbroken.
loving you @
10:53 PM
.ABOUT
it's better to lose ur pride
to someone you love,rather than
lose someone you love with ur useless pride
