loving you @ 1:43 PM

loving you @ 1:26 PM

northzone ytd.miss ms ng,met mun ting.
town with vann,alvin and alan.
wenta clinic,chill..poyo n jasmin.
biked home.fucked.i'm an idiot.20km/hr
thkx alan.

went back to sgh for check up.
radiographer wants e navel piercing out,but i convinced dem.
doc wants me back in 12 weeks time.
i'll beg him to let me play.

lunch at swensens with aaron's team.
limin's last day.party world too.
haven yet had my presentation.
exam this sat.i'm in deep shit.

should i fall or should i not.

loving you @ 1:09 AM

loving you @ 5:23 AM

loving you @ 10:15 PM

I definitely enjoyed myself today.
Netball brings me joy,hopefully able to get back on court in april.
Loves gossiping with meisi and gals.
Loves Vincent loves seniors loves juniors.
It’s been long since the four of us sat down,eat n chat.
Although the four of us seldom get tog,but we jux have tat special bond.
The north n south poles.
Memories flash back during last 2 yrs sportskaki.
How our strength,determination,communication and teamwork kicked EXTREMES out of court.
The look on bob’s face really couldn’t maintain.the win brought the 4 of us even closer.
I’ll be back on court soon,I wanna gain back my elevation n everything to get ready for national league.

I’m still afraid,but I’m starting to fall.
I noe vann’s gonna be worried,but I noe wat I’m into.

I miss my bestie for dunno why.
And I’m sun burnt.

loving you @ 10:15 PM

home all day,slept all day.
kallang netball centre tml.
i miss netball.

loving you @ 11:35 PM

as expected,insomnia.
thumper - momo .

i'm afraid to fall.

loving you @ 10:36 AM

tutor lil yun yun.seriously her maths sucks like me.
went down to balacalva.
then down to mos.
it was christine's bdae.love hher so much.she missed partying for weeks man.
had loads fun when me and vann hopped down to zouk too.
music was great.pple was crazy.
after reaching home,silly YE wanted go for supper.
and so,i gained another kg.fuck!

no more skippin of lesson tml.gd gal.
i love my bestie.
*grace,u missed partying again.'

fotos to be upload once received.

loving you @ 5:22 AM

went down all the way to bugis to brush up on our project.
oh god,i saw a mickey mouse cap.damn nice.gonna get it later b4 sch.
met up with whye ee and we wenta find aaron at new asia bar.
it was geok leng's bdae.saw many of the ex,present dbs pple.i seriously miss dem so much.

loyang to pray and den down to hk cafe at siglap.
i always feel so comfy with whye ee and of cos aaron.
kinda emo when they talked bout him jux now.but i'm alright.

gotta go home straight after sch later.if not i'm afraid dad will complain tat i keep goin home 'early'.
den i might not be able to attend christine party at mos.
tat's be so bad.

oh yah,lychee martini at new asia seriously sucks.

loving you @ 4:54 AM

loving you @ 6:09 AM

it was a filling saturday.not at all wasted.
met up with ah yan and den gracie.starbucks and nydc.
i love gracie.no doubt loving ah yan too.
headed down to momo for alan's bdae.
and hopped to mos after tat.
poor ah yan lost her red.hope it'll be send back although e chance is like 1%.
*GRACE TNG!!YOU WENT BACK EARLY WITHOUT SAYING GOODBYE!!ALRIGHT BUT I'LL STILL LOVE U.I WAN THE FOTOS!*

MOS was great.everyone was fun.ANN was a great company.
thkx AnN,u were one of those tat made me hyper the whole night at MOS.
haha.and playin with johnathan and cheryl was damn fucking fun.
alright,i'm a loser.
and yah,erich is rated 10.(hope he sees this,he'llbe fucking contented)
i feel some emo-ness in psd today,or am i sensative.?
anyway,mos was cool today,at least better than last week.(:

home at last with josh.PIG!
macD breakfast is fattening josh.it's time i control.wahaha.
loves.

funny thing bout me i realised recently,i feel happier with gals ard me than guys.
i was bored when vann went home.even grace wasnt ard,!!but thk god i feel warrmth with ann n cheryl.
but seriously,i noe i still like guys lah.
jux tat my gfs make me feel happier.
i'm sexist.kinda sexist.

loving you @ 5:59 AM

i'm home.went out to chill at este bar.
oh god,it's such a disastrous.i miss kelvin and his live band.they were so much better.
3 person finishing a bottle of martell.
mac breakfast.
i wanna go virgo and den redang.april,yeah!

mos tonight,meeting grace b4 tat.
we gonna party tonight!!

loving you @ 6:15 AM

josh complained tat i left out the guys.cos i'm sexist.haha.
alright i'm loving erich loving josh loving edwin n prasad.loving jared n cw.
seriously it's frm e bottom of my heart.not jux becos i received josh's complaint.
but i'm jux a little sexist.tat's all.but i still love the guys.

loving you @ 8:48 PM

i'm tempted to swim.but laziness stopped me.
didnt go mos ytd,jux didnt wanna even club on weekdays.really need to rest my spine.
i can feel that my next appointment at sgh,doctor gonna tell me it's curving back.i don want!

clubbing seems to be kinda HOT nowadays.
and for pple who dont club,partying seems to be like a sin.
to dem,guys tat go clubbing jux wanna flirt with gals.and gals tat go club are juz bitches.

alright.i started to club at e age of 19.kinda late i guess?
but after the first time,i realised it's part of our teenage yrs.
and partying with the right group of frenx really matters alot.
and i enjoy the company of my party frenx.wonderful pple.
but seriously,i cant stand those underage parties at DXO.it really kinda pissed me off seeing those young underage kids clubbing.they defeat the purpose of partying.seeing young gals gettin drunk is so ridiculous.so unglam.
but i guess to dem,getting drunk is way damn cool.but only will they start to realise it's so disgraceful when they grow older.

gals tat are attached who clubs obviously invites more gossip den gals tat are single who clubs.
great thing i'm single.but the prob is,i don understand why.
ever since zack and me broke off,i started to party like no one's business.and i always receive msges n testimonials like-
'wow,seems like someone's been clubbin alot lately'
'wah,someone chiongster already'
'today nv go mos or zouk?'
'ytd go clubbing again right'

seriously,i find partying a healthy part of life.and of cos with the fun and right pple.
jux tat i might die kinda early with those 2nd hand smoke.

enough of clubs.mos tml.wahaha.
as for today,i might jux stay at home.cos i wanna stick to my tv.
but who noes i might drop by zouk tonight.
needa rush my project.it's gonna due on e 23rd.damn.
i'm seriously broke.hope the sky starts raining money one day.
but it shall only rain under tpy blk 148.wahaha.rubbish.

i'm loving my life,loving vann,loving gracie,loving cheryl,loving pam n dianna.
life is so lovely with my gfs.partyin is always fun with dem.
they fill the emptiness in my heart.

loving you @ 5:20 PM

i wish my heart could love someone.
but it's numb.

loving you @ 3:24 AM

back frm suppie with josh.
i'm gonna get fat.i swear.
but i'm loving it.

bestie is back.yea!
meetin up tml b4 class.
hopefully lah.i'll call her at 4 plus and i bet she'll still be aslp.
damn,not done wit my research.aargh.!!


best cuzzin and best niece


supper with josh

loving you @ 2:17 AM

back frm cuzzie hui xian's wedding dinner.
four season hotel.
love family gatherings.
love all my cousins.

supper maybe.
but i'm getting fat.

loving you @ 12:12 AM

slept for like less than 3 hrs,meet up e pple for project.
damn slpy.
meet up josh n cherrie in town.
slack here and dere.thinking of wat to buy for lin ge bdae.
zewei came and we keep talking bout sch days.
suddenly i jux miss it.

firmly stayin home tonight.
not only am i tired.
but my spine is fucked pain.
i'm afraid,very afraid it's gonna curved back.
so i wanna rest tonight.

something caught my eye.
$360.damn!!!forget it.but it's damn beautiful.

i miss my bestie.hope she doesnt catch a cold at genting.

to josh fong:i love macD breakfast.and stop being a PIG!

loving you @ 11:16 PM

loving you @ 6:36 AM

loving you @ 6:10 AM

was kinda moody today for dunno wat reason.
which makes partying a lil boring today.
hk cafe with pam n vann and we made our way down to zouk.
well,many known pple dere.jeff tat bunch,zewei tat bunch,jin yong tat bunch.
i was kinda pissed off with the pushy crowd wich was always e case.
prasad n erich went down zouk for a while n i went back to mos with dem.
went up to pure to find the dbs bunch,
miss mr chan so much.and edmund seems a little gone.
and he told me he's back to single.haha.wtf.
i always enjoy their company.with yen,ryan,janice,grace and all.

maybe my moodyness kinda spoil todays' partying.
i jux got no mood.no reasons,jux moody.
gals don need reasons to get moody yah.

macD breakfast with josh.
kinda cheered me up.
alright,macD breakfast always cheers me.
gotta wake up for project later.
dinner with zewei,and maybe acc mr chan.
he seems disturbed lately.

i shall have a healthy saturday,
well,partyin is healthy yah,but not this sat.
i wanna rest,AND CUT DOWN ON CLUBBING.
wahaha.hopefully gracie gonna join us for party next week.

to vann chai:i'm gonna miss you gal.win more money k.den it's gonna be ur treat.loves.

to grace trisha:we gonna party next week yah,i'll stick to you.no emoness.meet up for study on weekday k.i miss you lah!!

to dianna tai:upload e fotos!!ok,i'll vote u and hopefully u get a trip to bali.or maybe win A CAR!!!

to pam kay:stop walking ard with tat FHM booklet.i'll vote u too alright.

to cherylyeo:stop losing to jared.continue making erich drink!!

i love all my gals.

loving you @ 5:54 AM

it's a comfortable night.the music plays in my head.memories jux flashed back.the days we do almost everything together.they are now all memories.i'm taught not to trust a person so easily.till now,i'm still hanging on my dignity and pride.i'm accepting the fact that i got betrayed.even after the break off,i continued my silliness.but i was brought back to senses after my operation.maybe the pain wake me up.i rmb the msg during my hospital days.''i still treat u as a gd fren''.so much for ''GD FREN'' not tat i look forward to him treatin me as a gd fren.seriously i jux wish he fuck off.but i cant stand hypocrites.how fake can he be?i've got so much regrets after coming back to reality.i realised i'm too stubborn to listen to advices.i gave too my trust in him n myself.i almost lost my best fren.i gave all my time to him.i admit i have my faults.but i cant tolerate him for loving another gal within 1 week.maybe even less than that,who noes.''why would i need to spent money n mths to play you,why cant i jux use a few weks?'' 'cos a few weeks is not enuff to play me''.

i dunno why i'm blogging all these.i'm jux feelin fucked up out of sudden.i noe he wont get to see this blog.but watever it is.it's over.it's been long since it's over.i'm starting anew.

karma.retribution.
i'm awaiting.
i cant forgive,neither could i forget.
i wanna see you fall.

and i really mean FALL.

loving you @ 4:47 AM

hk cafe with vann after class.
town with grace today,and balacalva after tat with danny.
2 shots of mccormick.damn it.
ok,at least i'm still sober.tat's funny.
class tml.argh.

loving you @ 11:49 PM

town with danny,
bugis with grace.
watched blood diamond,had swensens,
with erich edwin josh prasad cheryl.

HAPPY BDAE EDWIN!

class tml.
hopefully be able to meet pig chai in town first.

loving you @ 4:40 AM

juz woke up.
damn it.
i wan more sleep!

loving you @ 5:18 AM

loving you @ 10:15 AM