Thursday, October 26, 2006
back frm zouk.
advance celebration for mervyn n melvin.
dear's in a bad mood.
but ii cant seem to cheer him up.
wat a lousy gf.
am i so not understandin.?
it hurts.
hurts so much.
i fallen deep.
i cant leave without him.
but i noe he can.
tat's why it hurts.
tears always roll down.
but my tears arent precious to him.
he jux let it flow.
but i'm not gonna let go.
cos i want it to go on for yrs n yrs n yrs.
i jux need e confidence frm him,
can i?
-heartbroken.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
recuperating.
boring.dear's aslp.
miss him,wanted to give him a call.
but cant bear to wake him up.
i noe he's tired.poor boy.
needa balance his work,studies,family n me.
how i wish i can share his burden ):
i'm missing netball.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
discharged on monday.
stupid operation.
absecess.bloody hell.
waste of money.
injections n pills.
aww..i jux hate it.
back frm e poly clinic.
damn it.
e nurse is damn rough.
cant she be more gentle to my wound.
bloodyful pain.
dear acc me.
on sunday before i even went to e A&E unit.
waited for more den 4 hrs.
doc came to check on me only at 11 pm.
is tat emergency unit?
poor boy.i'm sure he's tired.
off to the OT at midnight.
scary.
was put to slp.
when i woke up.weak.
nausea.
god.make this e last experience for me.
if not,let me die.
thkx dear for being beside my bed every moment.
thkx frenx for all e concerns.
i'm blessed ;)
waiting for recovery`
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
i start to realised.
u live for urself.
i don understand wat i'm unhappy about.
or disappointed.
but i noe tat feelings cant be controlled.
and so may happiness fall on u two.
u r my bestie.and i'll be there for u in times of happiness n troubles.
come to think of it.
no one understands me.
not even my dearest two.
it's time i be selfish.
i wan everything my way.and i mean my way.
gal,i noe i keep blaming u for hurting someone.
but i wan u to learn ur lesson.
it's really time u start to think maturely.
seriously.i cant explain to u wat i'm thinkin now.
nor can u understand my kind intentions to u.
watever it is.may god bless.
hope we can return to both our innocence.
i miss those times whr both of us are more important den any others.
but now.pple come in.
i have my love.and u found urs.
but still,we'll have each other as priorities?
and hope ther's always a special understanding.
love u gal.
after tat silly tham tham recover.
pls come back to studying k. ;)
feelin better after blogged
hope my bestie sees it.
back to myself.
had to concentrate on my studies.
no much time left.
dear is rite.i have to noe e importance.
but i'm jux too playful.
still,i have to be determined.
studyin at home today.
cos vann is in e hospital with tham.
`sianz
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
watch rob-b-hood on fri with dear.
gd show.e baby was cute.
started work for mary chia.
made new frenx.
lynn was nice.haha.
things not really gd for van.
i hope she can wake up and find her way.
i'm a little disappointed.
jux hope she can handle it well.
as for me.
life would be boring if things go my way.
ha.
