Saturday, April 29, 2006
work has benn fine so far.
colleagues been treatin me nice.
watched art of seduction on thurs.
funny.idiotic.not bad.
trg ytd.great.a step tp my dieting plan.
wahaha..i can fit nicely into my fcuk shorts le.
watching nsl later.
might be goin for a walk with van after her work.
chillin out with colleagues tonite?i dunno yet.
haha.
lied again about me havin a bf.
why am i always so unavailable.
becos of him.well.
i'm too tired to wait.but i guess my mr right juz haven appear yet.
*winkx*
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
haiz.wat's more can i grumble bout life.
without him makes no big deal.
i cant keep burrying myself in e past.
with best frenx like van n denise always dere for me.
llab10 seniors keepin me full of life.
my family always behind me.
and not forgettin my new work environment.
e pple dere rox.
limin always dere to teach n guide me.
zhanyi always keepin me company.
pple keepin me awake like cassie,nono,zack,melvin,desmond,etc..
god.i'm blessed.no more grunbles.hopefully not.*winkx*
Saturday, April 22, 2006
watched national school bball finals.
i saw him.speechless.guess it's been sometime since i last saw him.
played ball after tat with van siang ling denise n chris.
at 850.he came.and since den.my mind is in a whirl.
i'm hopeless.2 yrs.i took more than tat.i wanna stop everything.
can i juz be back to who i am b4 i met him.
i'm very tired.damn fucking tired.
i dont wanna live in memories.but i cant control.
quarelled with van.i guess i was too hot tempered.
but maybe my fucking spine made me boil.
sorry gal.but..seriously i feel tat u r at fault too.
anyway.lost my listening ear.
tat's why i'm blogging everything now which i nv done b4.
but lucky thing is not many pple visit here.
so it's better.
i missing him.missing him again.
fuck.i hate this feeling.
but no one understands.
everyone thinks i'm happy with my life.
i have a nice but broken family.(don really mind)
cos i'm not ill treated.
i have lovely frenx with me.
i have a nice working environment.
forget it.i'm fucking tired.
who he think he is.
no one treats me this way.
he's not even ...
forget it.done.i'm done.
get some life~!
Sunday, April 16, 2006
it's been a week since i updated.
had rugby 7 urshering last sun.
singapore well,lost of cos.
took a shirt for tian.see wat a nice cuz u have.
start work on mon.not bad.pple quite nice.
slacking job.admin 's not so bad.
friendly in e evening.vs njc.
didnt feel well,play for 5 mins i came out.
vomit for e dunno how many time.
sian.....
nowadays start work le.
slp early wake up early.
like my life now.
smooth.
although i often miss him.
but used to it la.doesnt affect me so much.
played ball on good fri n sat.
at least i cut down some fats.hehe.
tml gotta work le.
rest home all day today.
raining.sian.
whr also cant go.
*sianz*
Sunday, April 09, 2006
slept only for 4 hrs.
woke up went to town.
and 1 2on2 goin on.
damn lot of pple.
gave leon back his medal.
i think i shouldnt keep it.
cos it's his hard work.with his frenx.
haha.
rugby 7 tml.
urshering.
hehe..monday start work le.
n one thing.i'm broke.
Friday, April 07, 2006
life's kinda boring nowadays.
jobless tat's why.
haha.
saw andy after studyin wit sheena jie n jenson kor.
bishan is damn small to let both of us keep knocking into one another.
ytd nite.when i lie on e bed.memories flow back.
i have to admit tat i miss lyw.but i noe tat he's not e one for me.
gd thing is we're still frenx.i'm not sad at all tat we broke off.
i juz miss e times he send me home.
when we play ball together.have meals together.
watch movies together.
well..nice memories.hope it's a happy ending.
not mentioning his idiotic attitude n my stubborness.
have to admit i'm not understanding at times.but i guess i noe why.
is becos i realised he's not e one for me.but well.all e past.
=)
forgettin him for these past 2 yrs is damn difficult.
but god,time juz pass like tat.2 yrs jux gone like tat.
memories juz flew like tat.
i still need time i guess.
but i noe tat once my mr right appear.
he'll juz be a memory of mine.
but when will he appear??is he e one??
haha.enuff of all these.
be back myself.my hack care attitude about love.
happy is enuff.an for e moment.i'm still QUITE contented with life.
*winkx*
trg later.friendly with RJC.
having lunch with bitch first.
wonderin if denise ong joining.
tat gal..got bf liao la.blissful..gt stingray import from indo.
haha..
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
haha.lights up. 
van say like boy boy.well i am boyish wat.
met zhao hua n went to bugis.
as we chat.memories brought us back to sec 1.
it's so fun den.
but now all of us have our own lives.
but hopefully we'll still be there for each other.
meet van for dinner.
first day of lesson for her.
haha.
well.maybe it's first lesson on fri instead.
slack ard at tpy.
chasing guys end up.disappointed.
haha.
wanna find a job soon.life is gettin boring.
Monday, April 03, 2006
woke up.
meet up denise for gym.
didnt really worked out.
went for a movie.
yours,mine,ours.
a great show.
18 kids.
wow.not bad story line.
played badminton after tat.
ok.it was a healthy lifestyle today.
cos after tat we had our dinner.
a plate of fruits.
yes.tat's all.
which resulted a full yet hungry stomach.
meeting up zhao hua tml.i guess.
don understand y guys n gals cant be gd frenx.
y mux be together even if like each other.
i thought happy can already.
i'm happy with my single life.
i don wan any interuptions.
even if i like tat guy.
well unless.
if u come back.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
it's a long day ytd.
early morning went back to yss.
alumni netball.
we ex netballers had loads of fun.
with e current batch ones too.
went back home.
prepared for bbq.
it was a success.
but i guess i ordered too much food.
lookin forward to our next gathering.
*winkx*
