Thursday, August 31, 2006
on leave today.
meeting van later.
had e mood of tidying of the hse today.
neat and nice.
alright.tat's all.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others., including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arri ved on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
Saturday, August 26, 2006
unreasonable was e word to describe him today.
but i guess i was in e wrong too?
almost initiated a break up.
but i cant.i cant lose him.
i cant afford to have my life without him.
let him.priorities come first.
i have to understand.
i have to.
but e unreasonable side of me jux wants him to love me more.dote me more.acc me more.
i cant.i have to be understanding.i have to.
now i understand e difficulty of havin both happy parties.
surely one will be less happy.and it's gonna be me.
but tat doesnt mean i'm unhappy.
i'm happy,i juz need a little sacrifice.
i love him.
went studyin with jeff today.van went play ball.
healthy gal.
i wan a diet too!!!!!!
went town after tat.jeff bought e top for me.
love it man..thkx buddy.frenx like u hard to find.
always dere when i'm down.miss those days of our friendship.
always tog goin out for lunchs,dinners.
nv go sch but ur hse early mornings.
teachin me to play pool.
thkx jeff.u r a great fren.but i still love van ok.
haha..
made up with dear after tat.
i love u dear.sorry always making u angry.
*winkx*
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
cheeky gal 
b4 goin to club
great nite on my bestie bdae.
sweet 18th.
spent sometime at gabriel's chalet ytd.
lazy to blog.*winkx*
happy bdae nana...!!
sweet 18 at last..=)
Saturday, August 12, 2006
loving him =)
besties in town
i'm tired.
physically n mentally.
health wasnt gd.
wat's wrong.
i should have e athletic blood in me.
if only my spine is not in e way.
i'll be e happiest gal.
i pray for nth but recovery.
i'm willingly to give up anything.
anything,juz let me be normal.
i don wanna live in pain.
am i being understand?
am i being understanding?
sorry gal i didnt watch e fireworks with u.
i really hope u understand my reasons.
sorry i didnt stay with till late.
i hope u understand.
i'm selfish.only think about my own benefits.
but i'm really tired.
u r important.
as important as anyone in my family.
spent a bomb.living on bread n water soon..
not soon.gonna be now..=(
Thursday, August 10, 2006
pain~
no more bball for me.no more.
actually i didnt wanna play ytd..but i have to spent more time with my frenx.
tat's e price to pay for not noeing my limits//
went ang mo kio to eat crab after work..
yummy..the guys suggested to chill out after tat..
had fun..
watched scary movie at dear's hse ytd..lame~
ate dinner.plyed ball..tat's my national day 06..
steam boat on sat..=)
Monday, August 07, 2006
down~
fucking down.
but i still love u dear.
Friday, August 04, 2006
jux got my pay for less than 24 hrs and i already proclaimed broke!
haiz..i guess i gotta sacrifice my hp for alot of things..for alot of presents..
sad=(
yen's bdae tml...celebrating at momo..
BUT THEN>....i don think i goin..not very suree yet..
i guess i'm always fickled..
goin watch the click with dear..
cheer up ..i musnt be moody anymore..
money is not everything..
i'll jux have to dream of being rich next time..
den i'll be happier..wahaha..=)
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
bloggin bloggin..
jux reached home..
i really wanna buy a fone!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz..but guess still not e time..
mux think of e consequence if i buy..
sian la..=(
went party world on mon.
zhanyi last day..sad..i'm gonna miss him..
who's gonna go help take mails..?
who's gonna buy food for us?
who's gonna listen to my complains?
who's gonna fold paper cranes with me?
gonna miss u bro lin....
actually got a lot to blog..but den forgot wat i did last weekend..
wahaha..
to e two stupid gals who keep askin me to update my blog.....
I DID IT!!! wahaha...rmb to meet up soon...
i wan another HIGH gathering..it's gonna get hotter.
gettin along quite well with him.
but guess i keep having lots of swings till he cant stand me..
sorry dear..maybe i'm jux too hard to understand..
i read this in e bk 'happiness now'
-trying to change pple is mostly a bad idea..why?
becos it doesnt work.u'll get frustrated n they hate you!
eg. let's say tat my life is a mess.i'm out of control,and everyone sees it.
frenx give me advice and i ignore it.
soon enuff...KABOOM!
i get fired,i go bankrupt....or i got arrested.
i'm shattered!but becos i'm shattered,i start to pay attention!
i change my behaviour.i change my life!
Positive change is a natural process.Frequently it unfolds like this:
step 1:stupidity,followed by
step 2:disaster
step 3:desperation and finally
step 4:wisdom.
we need each step.if u force change upon others,u disrupt e process.
u say"but it's painful to watch other pple being stupid!'
RIGHT!but if u force them to change,they don learn.
(parents n policemen sometimes need to force pple !MOst other times,we best let others make theirs own mistakes)
haha..find this very meaningful..more coming up..
