Thursday, January 11, 2007
it's a comfortable night.the music plays in my head.memories jux flashed back.the days we do almost everything together.they are now all memories.i'm taught not to trust a person so easily.till now,i'm still hanging on my dignity and pride.i'm accepting the fact that i got betrayed.even after the break off,i continued my silliness.but i was brought back to senses after my operation.maybe the pain wake me up.i rmb the msg during my hospital days.''i still treat u as a gd fren''.so much for ''GD FREN'' not tat i look forward to him treatin me as a gd fren.seriously i jux wish he fuck off.but i cant stand hypocrites.how fake can he be?i've got so much regrets after coming back to reality.i realised i'm too stubborn to listen to advices.i gave too my trust in him n myself.i almost lost my best fren.i gave all my time to him.i admit i have my faults.but i cant tolerate him for loving another gal within 1 week.maybe even less than that,who noes.''why would i need to spent money n mths to play you,why cant i jux use a few weks?'' 'cos a few weeks is not enuff to play me''.
i dunno why i'm blogging all these.i'm jux feelin fucked up out of sudden.i noe he wont get to see this blog.but watever it is.it's over.it's been long since it's over.i'm starting anew.
karma.retribution.
i'm awaiting.
i cant forgive,neither could i forget.
i wanna see you fall.
and i really mean FALL.
