Friday, December 01, 2006
all these while.
i've given my trust to e wrong person.
it actually proved my stupidity.
i have to blame no one but myself for this stage i'm in now.
how could i actually still believe he loved me,
when he easily found himself a gal right after we broke off.
i'm too silly.i'm too soft hearted.
but now,i've learnt my lesson.
i couldnt,i couldnt force myself to be happy for him.
it's impossible.
i keep tellin myself to stop thinking about him.
but it's reaally a diff thing to do.
i've fallen so deep.
i'm having hell lots of regrets.
why,why am i so stupid to believe him.
even after e break off,i could still believe there's nth goin on btw w both of them.
god,this really proves it.i'm stupid.
how can i bring my life back to normal.
i've no strength to go on.
life without him...
today was my last day.
e pple gave me a surprise treat.
so sweet of them.
aaron asked me to forget about everything.
but i cant.he fucking happy with e gal.
and me!!wat the hell am i doing.!!
it's time i wake up.
i'm sick,
and if i don get well by mon,
i'm gonna live with someone else's blood.
lost-
