Monday, November 20, 2006
i'm so tired.
like wat kelvin says,
i think i can really take over e shift of mr panda in e zoo.
we msged.normally.
but i don wan to be jux frenx.
i'm changing.i wan him back.
i still rmb when i first came to dbs.
he always take sweets frm me.
and he loves to 'mei mei' here 'mei mei' dere.
den i will always 'yes ge ge'
he's one of those who treat me nice in e office.
or i should say everyone treats me nice.
i miss uncle tang,i miss yen,i miss so many of dem.
as for teacher chan.nah.meet up often.so not missing.ha.
and i noe he's always dere for me.
i didnt expect we would be tog.
and i didnt expect to fall so deep.
memories jux keep flowing back.
although it was jux short 6 mths.
it was precious.at least to me.
i have no more him to fall back on now.
no him to hug me when i'm cold.
no movies.
no dinners.
no more him to tell me wat nonsense i write on my blog.
cos he wont come here anymore.
no more dvds.
no more of his smelly pillow.
i'll miss his bolster.
hey,i'm sounding like e world is gonna end.
haha.
no.i'm gonna change.yes for myself n for my happiness.
anyway.i miss him-
no matter wat,i noe i still have my frenx with me.
my fears for e surgery is gettin stronger.
no more him to slp by my side beside my ward bed.
if only time turns back.
heartbroken-
