Sunday, September 17, 2006
carol intor me a weekend job at marychia.
he wasnt happy.
am i too young to understand why?
or he cant understand why?
i'm down.
fucking down.
tml is our 4th mth.
i wanna a happy 4th mth.
does he understand how much i love him?
does he?
or is it i cant figure out how much his love for me.
is this resulting in a choice?
bf or job(money)
i hate this.
and i hate this feeling now.
cry cry cry.
is tat all i noe?
i'm feelin terrible now.
damn it.
i love him..but all i noe is say i love him.
is loving him so hard?
is it?
i wont give up in this relationship.
i wont.he's already part of my life.
he had replaced him.
he had climb over e barrier in my heart.
he built up my confi.
but am i losing it now:?
pls.
let everything be fine.
i pray for it.
