Saturday, August 26, 2006
unreasonable was e word to describe him today.
but i guess i was in e wrong too?
almost initiated a break up.
but i cant.i cant lose him.
i cant afford to have my life without him.
let him.priorities come first.
i have to understand.
i have to.
but e unreasonable side of me jux wants him to love me more.dote me more.acc me more.
i cant.i have to be understanding.i have to.
now i understand e difficulty of havin both happy parties.
surely one will be less happy.and it's gonna be me.
but tat doesnt mean i'm unhappy.
i'm happy,i juz need a little sacrifice.
i love him.
went studyin with jeff today.van went play ball.
healthy gal.
i wan a diet too!!!!!!
went town after tat.jeff bought e top for me.
love it man..thkx buddy.frenx like u hard to find.
always dere when i'm down.miss those days of our friendship.
always tog goin out for lunchs,dinners.
nv go sch but ur hse early mornings.
teachin me to play pool.
thkx jeff.u r a great fren.but i still love van ok.
haha..
made up with dear after tat.
i love u dear.sorry always making u angry.
*winkx*
