watched national school bball finals. i saw him.speechless.guess it's been sometime since i last saw him. played ball after tat with van siang ling denise n chris. at 850.he came.and since den.my mind is in a whirl. i'm hopeless.2 yrs.i took more than tat.i wanna stop everything. can i juz be back to who i am b4 i met him. i'm very tired.damn fucking tired. i dont wanna live in memories.but i cant control.
quarelled with van.i guess i was too hot tempered. but maybe my fucking spine made me boil. sorry gal.but..seriously i feel tat u r at fault too.
anyway.lost my listening ear. tat's why i'm blogging everything now which i nv done b4. but lucky thing is not many pple visit here. so it's better.
i missing him.missing him again. fuck.i hate this feeling. but no one understands. everyone thinks i'm happy with my life. i have a nice but broken family.(don really mind) cos i'm not ill treated. i have lovely frenx with me. i have a nice working environment. forget it.i'm fucking tired. who he think he is. no one treats me this way. he's not even ... forget it.done.i'm done. get some life~!
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it's better to lose ur pride
to someone you love,rather than
lose someone you love with ur useless pride
